So when I started this on Sunday I did not take into account that this week was most likely not the ideal week to start.
My internal critic has been screaming the whole day about every thing that I have not managed to do yet. I once had a mentor give me the tip of giving your inner critic a name… she called hers Suzie or something. I have not found a suitable name for mine yet.
It is hard being a grown up, being responsible and stuff is something kids dream about and as grown-ups we long again for the care free days.
Nonetheless here we are. 😁
I almost did not write this post, so tired that I am falling into bed and am hoping for sleep to fold me into it’s arms to disappear.
However I decided to follow through, I did promise to do something selfcaringly each day. (see? This also involves inventing new words!)
Besides falling into bed I am spending some quiet time contemplating, praying and being still.
Just for this moment being present in love. Grateful for life, even if it’s challenging and I sometimes feel like giving up.
Grateful for, despite my mistakes, I am still looked after and I can still trust unconditionally… even if it’s the most difficult thing.
On this quiet note I am saying good night.